Symfony 5 select QueryBuilder select object return soft deleted propery

Question

I have object: Shipment with property Supplier of class Company App\Entity\Shipment id:1234 status:"wait" supplier:Proxies\__CG__\App\Entity\Company

when $qb = $this->createQueryBuilder('s')->select('s'); return shipment object with supplier that soft deleted why?

I want the object shipment return with supplier: null

I tried to ask if supplier is deleted in shipment class, but did not help

public function getSupplier(): ?Company
{
    try {
        if (!($this->supplier instanceof Company) || ($this->supplier->isDeleted())) {
            return null;
        }
    } catch (EntityNotFoundException $exception) {
        return null;
    }

    return $this->supplier;
}